I have wanted to write novels or stories since before I can
remember. I’ve always loved books and my imagination has always been in
overdrive. I still have some stories I wrote when I was like 8. They didn’t
make any sense but even at that time, knew exactly what I wanted to do with my
life no matter what my mom said. Even now, I have so many ideas and I’ve been
expanding on one because I think it’d be a story that I would read if I read a
summary of it. However, I’m too nervous to share it with my friends. I fear
that they will judge me because of its contents. I’m afraid that as soon as I
mention that it has vampires in it, that will be the end of their interest. It
won’t matter if I say, “No, it doesn’t have gay vampires like Twilight and
there won’t be illogical sexing all the time like in Trueblood. In fact, the
main girl character wants to kill the main boy character.” Maybe I am trying to
play off the current interest in vampires. So what? Maybe I’m being ridiculous.
They’re my friends, they support me in everything. They also would not tell me
if they weren’t interested cause they’re my friends and they don’t want to hurt
my feelings that way. I, myself, think it’s a very engaging story and there’s
no stupid romantic turn around but I’m also the one writing it. Augh what to
do…
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